sorry about everything

humour is always hard for im a bit like autist but im actually paranoid schizophrenic
and yeah humour is horrendous and sad in a way
though we do all love a good joke i and i could be a decent bloke
yeah i really do want get better but im a very ill man
but i am a very lucky man i survived an impossibilty
i love you sarah cheers
i hope things get better

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dont know anymore

this is a music blog and i guess i want it all as hard to understand as possible and well really easy to enjoy my music
but yeah the internet is stress and it does me in a way
but yeah i do love music and thank god for those who invented ear defenders.
howard leights are a pair i so want to get
and try keep it all top secret i guess
my brain and god the paradigms
i really must break out of the same stuff different day sometimes
i have absolutely got to deal with a tobacco problem i have
and try and be a decent human being to all my special stuff i own and everything i own and special people i know
against well nasty people or thats how it feels there only like that if i spoil things the good ones the worst are those who want to choke it all out of me im sure theres a few

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the catch 22 should i be honest or not like my life

and well i need to get all plumbing fixed it always sounds like a trumpet
im sure my neighbours hate me
im really a night own that trys not to smell fowl but to be honest the plumbing is a night mare like how busy it is in noise 247 street
the russling and hussling street

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yes i do need to hire a good editor for writing so i have a friend

and collate tons of stuff
my friend hannah is going to be my editor for my book and another friend is going to proof read my writing
sorry i love books and writing and im never good fiighting and i love doing my special writing in caligrhaphy computers always cause to much stress and fighting
thats how it feels
i need my pens and paper again
but it is always the less of everything the better in a way
sorry my grammar is bad because someone hit me in the head with hammer or was it a car i can t remember
they might always feel like doing it to if im not careful
sorry about everything
books and writing is the way im going music never enough memory space and im skint and love writing my books while listening to music
i been practing to get skills up
books rule in my view like actucal pens and paper

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no i am not going to delete this

just make as difficult as possible for anyne to understand one day i shall a secret book a special diary on here instead
i think it is usefull but all the stress hassle and exspense
sorry no i should write or say anything should i fuck off you gorpers and the ears of fears

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im going recording scream jays hawkings


little demon
and so cool the and its the way i should be only to be understand to people are to trusted good friends
and tottally non understandable to those who aint
trying to find the account delete sorry got to move my special place and get off computer
its a bit like my life do i do it or dont i

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people hate me what ever i do to be honest

that definitely is how i feel i do like to be honest but it can be fatal cant it with secrets
and yeah im going offline its to depressing
no talking for ever more
and yes im haunted by horrible school days and certain games
i must find my friend noah steve
i never am sure what to say do with what i really i know cheers
and with some things il be dead very quickly
obviously its allways shut it or you had it aint it
i have thousands of special secrets and i never know why people w
and ill never be good unless though no know nothing or they get what they want and trying to find who to trust before the nightmares or stress oh god
that is how me mr christopher krett really feels ok
and its alway shut it just well hope people never do understand just leave me alone

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